Become
aware of your inner states, men. Notice how you feel before an orgasm,
and after. When you have an orgasm, you have had an inner earthquake.
It's both a physical and spiritual earthquake that alters your 'inner
ground.' It totally alters your inner landscape. Men experience this.
Men do have this experience, but they often don't analyze it well. But
look at it! Pay attention to your inner states and become self-aware.
Notice especially, great men, how you feel when you have been chaste
for a while. Even when you've been chaste for just a week or two, you
become gifted with an extraordinary mind. Your thoughts seem to easily
soar, like an eagle that is easily lifted by warm canyon updrafts.
That's your sexual energy. Your thoughts have becoming shimmering,
bright, and powerful. You feel willing to risk anything in the pursuit
of good, or of gain. You are afraid of nothing. You act like the
classic man.
You care about the world. Life seems worth living. You can see
attraction and worth in almost any woman, and projects and endeavors
beckon you as worth doing. You have indomitable energy. You can get up
early and go all night on your stored up sex energy. You can feel
all this so well when you have been chaste for a while!
But notice well how you feel after an orgasm, or especially excessive
orgasm in a short period of time:
The
world seems essenceless. Women seem worthless to you, and not alluring
and mysterious goddesses. You feel timid and afraid. Instinctively, you
realize now that you are weak. You want to crawl off somewhere and
hide.
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Lift It Up!
Your chastity and the stored up sex energy fights by your side, makes
you brilliant and indomitable, and changes your karma to the better.
Your stored up creative energy restores attractive essence to the whole
world around you, which is your own personal world-dream.
All chaste men are world redeemers and world purifiers, and act as
blessors and protectors of their environment,
wherever they are.
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To keep going, you drink coffee or take drugs or drink, or do
some crazy thing to distract yourself. You might do something terrible.
Because you are, in fact, demoralized.
This is actually what demoralization
means -- it comes from the male seminal loss. You are
depressed. This why many terrible crimes are commited by men after a
seminal loss. So you try these distractions and stimulants. But none of
it works. You have lost essence. You have lost power. You have lost
your bright, teeming mind. You may feel relaxed and enjoy that
relaxation. But on every other level you have been devastated. Above
all, you lose your occult mental power to manifest your will.
The
ancients knew this. This is not something new! The Taoists knew it. The
yogis know it. You just haven't cognized the reality of it.
Is it worth it? Is it worth it to feel that way on so many days?
That
feeling you have when you are chaste is exactly the opposite of what
you feel after orgasm. Instead of weakness, you feel strength. Instead
of depression, you feel cheer. This is from your own sexual energy. You
enjoy your own sexual energy. It belongs to you, for you. Instead of
scattered you feel keen and focused. Instead of laxity, you feel
strength.
Why not keep yourself in the strong and vital state more and more? With
men like that, we can bring our country back. We can bring good and
harmony back to the world. We can reestablish the holy law of dharma,
and order, which protects women, and lets children go happily
playing
beneath the blue.
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